i love you

thats what I wanted to tell you so bad

before you left

but I couldnt

my mind tells me I shouldnt

I kept thinking that youll change your mind

hoping wishing

wishful thinking

that you do love me too

that you want to spend your life with me too

but my mind keeps playing

that one song that says

‘its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert’

I know I’ll never be the one for you

no matter how bad I want you to be the one for me

cos like you said

it’s not about what I want

or what I like

it’s always has been what you intend it to be

just temporary

so even if I do

it doesnt really count as true

but even after all of this

I still want you to know that

I love you