thats what I wanted to tell you so bad
before you left
but I couldnt
my mind tells me I shouldnt
I kept thinking that youll change your mind
hoping wishing
wishful thinking
that you do love me too
that you want to spend your life with me too
but my mind keeps playing
that one song that says
‘its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert’
I know I’ll never be the one for you
no matter how bad I want you to be the one for me
cos like you said
it’s not about what I want
or what I like
it’s always has been what you intend it to be
just temporary
so even if I do
it doesnt really count as true
but even after all of this
I still want you to know that
I love you